the unknown scares me. it makes me feel anxious, frustrated, and worried. for those that know me well, understand and know that i worry a ton and stress about everything. when there's an unknown, my mind is not the place you would want to be. it's chaos. i struggle with letting go and understanding that i can't be in control of everything. i've got to be more aware of this and learn to not be in control all the time.

this song has been on repeat these past few weeks. what a great reminder of how great His love truly is. i hope this is encouraging to you as it is to me :)

How deep the Father's love for us,
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
To make a wretch His treasure

How great the pain of searing loss,
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the chosen One,
Bring many sons to glory

Behold the Man upon a cross,
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocing voice,
Call out among the scoffers

It was my sin that helf Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I knoww that it is finished

I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast inJesus Christ
His death and resurrection

Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom

God is so good.
And that'll never change.